Blog too boring? Double U Tee Eff /cry /emo
Spoke to Sheryl earlier… Shows her my blog and the impression i get from her: Boring. Really? Is it THAT boring? Admittably, my past few posts have been about tech stuff, “GUY” stuff as she will put it. I’m pretty sure it’s filled with facts, and I try to make my words as tacky as possible… Ah well.
Maybe my blog should be melodramatic. With a touch of emo-ism. An outlet for frustrations, instead of crying myself to sleep, or getting so hurt that i gotta rush to the toilet and slash my wrists just to find a reprieve from the horrible horrible world. o______O I really doubt I’m that kinda guy. I really hope I’m not that kinda guy. Emotional, yes… Probably more ‘touchy’ and more ’sensitive’ than other guys. *Shrug* Friends like Mimi and Sheryl who have been great emotional crutches during those high school days will probably know what I’m talking about. It’s not very different now though, just that I have a girlfriend to let loose those pent up frustrations (please get sex out of your head; grow up), someone to talk to just to mentally refresh myself.
Maybe I should. It seems refreshing while I’m typing this. I’m not extremely good in the language, but I believe my choice of words are tacky enough. A hint of sarcasm, a note of awe, a bit of bullshit… Hmm… Sounds like I’m high on something. Been there, done that.
Gah ok… My thought process is all over the place right now. Reasserting: I’m not high on anything. Just confused on what should I muse about. Some things should be kept private, y’know? Among friends I can talk stuff and confess about things, but on a blog, well, it’s not private. Some random just drops by and looks through my feelings, looks at my life.
Now I catch myself rambling. I sound like an old grandfather telling his war stories / time of glory again and again and again and AGAIN to helpless grandchildren seated around him. I’d better stop now before I actually HAVE glorious times to ramble on.
KW
What a riveting post! :O Keep up the good work. :D
Comment by sian siew | May 16, 2007
Wtf… That was blatant sarcasm. I blame Sheryl :P
Comment by Kah Wai | May 17, 2007